Snow, a man walking ...
the afternoon, on a whim to go bag hides a thick Road Station. the middle of hesitation, is to libraries or go to the Shanghai Art Museum Shanghai, but found no laptop bag, and thus be decided to go wandering the museum. in Nanjing East Road Station, transfer to Line 2, and swinging People sit down at a station square. This station really is a big flow of people, seemingly has really been no less than ...
from the subway station on the ground, the snow is still falling, and it seems larger than when I came out the. suddenly lost feeling kind of looked up at the surrounding skyscrapers, the moment do not know which way to go. Every such times, I would intuitively go. Amazingly, this intuition really took me away VII of the People's Park entrance, you can go from there and the Museum of Contemporary Art in Shanghai found.
Museum of Contemporary Art in a really is a legendary woman, also a has a it is also a mentality, a mentality of the ultimate woman.
out of the Museum of Art, is still walking alone in the snow, looking for where the museum.
a man walking in snow, as if like a lot of things, and nothing seems to only let his thoughts with the snow flying. has always been, are not afraid of loneliness, afraid of a person walking, or at least think they are not afraid of their own. But now I am, there was just a little bit afraid of a person, always looking for people to accompany together. do not like this themselves, so we must a man walk, even through the snow.
think a lot of things this time.
on freshman half of the semester had passed, it seems what it feels like nothing. Learning is quite hard, and assignments are carefully done, but the examination results, but not as good as hoped. Is it because now, thinking has been slack , and has been subconsciously told myself: God Ma results are clouds, do not hang Division to OK. or because those courses, such as the basis of mathematical analysis is indeed relevant in proving my lack of ability to learn. six months , very busy every day, it seems to do a lot of things, but in fact really did not think about what to do every day in the really feeling too delicate too sensitive, or too sentimental, and often emotional entanglement in case I get. arrived Fudan when received a blow, almost makes me suspect some way to deal with people, really of my emotions over a long time, but also changed my number to view the full emotional problems. Maybe like others is a kind of torture, was like a blessing it is. But now, when a man told me his frank When I feel good. I think a lot of pressure, it is entangled. Now, I'm like a person has no idea what it is, does not know that I will no longer be in love with who. But they really do not want to let other people, and then subjected to the pain I have experienced.
one hand, I hope he will not like me. because it is not like the end, the result will be, why? I know my own family conditions, also know their own character flaws. If you later cut off the feelings of pain may bring a deeper, better now cut off all. Moreover, people like me, are eligible to receive him as a person's true feeling? On the other hand, I do not want to lose him but my share of good will. He said those words, I really moved from the bottom of my heart. Although there are some significant experience in the sentences do not fall in love, but it is frank and sincere The. That morning, when, QQ, he said the phrase had wanted to take my hand, if not because I hand in my pocket, he would go to pull my hand. that moment, really was touched. I dare not go with my analysis of various theories his feelings, because if the analysis of the case, the conclusion would make me afraid to let me greater pressure. Moreover, that the failure of previous emotional experience, but also to did not dare to go I do not want to think too much about these things, perhaps this is really tired of it.
with him, I feel very secure, so the other day on the lawn behind the four teaching I was in the subway, can not help but want to earn in his shoulder. and that on the subway, really depends, though rely on a one-stop way. I do not know how, I was not the original I will. Perhaps a winter vacation, you can change this tangled relationship. he will gradually forget my favor, and their trajectory will not converge. I still continue to go my way one person. In fact, would be fine.
a person walking in the snow, to negative on all the things I tangled so that they are relieved.
European classical style of the museum, in front of the ...
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