This log is in a book and then finished in the transcript in the blog. To write slowly, until October 14 when the official concluded. Yin did not know I would not write something to commemorate?
What recent popular feelings on the network for many years, and then how much little things. I talked to my Yin said, we also write. Happiness is always in the flat to be able to emerge bit by bit, Yao.
- meet, always the most beautiful start.
is the examination that day we met. Good Sibu Si's reported second computer, in fact, nothing will, want to stay there almost to the pass by. In the school room. I remember that he did not know why the girls over there I do not chat with any of the past. I do not remember, as if spoken to, but then I rely on boring and his column, quiet look. Then I saw some elephants also came, and reason that help ah, C language or something, my be called complete interpretation of the Well, go in and say, sit next to an elephant, is pleased to meet him. And how so clever as we are actually able to get into the subject. Then, as a matter of course to help other people, and I watched him sitting position gorgeous operating two computers. I remember pumping
question, I said: super rare, I was surprised to be hit. Question done, he also confirmed that after running a little confidence and a drop to help others, as together.
speaking as a fairly a matchmaker, find me that day to eat a meal with him, and I have to thank people.
met that day, always remember very clearly, I do not know why. I remember a moment or else also tangled with him to say goodbye, think about not familiar with, so did not say left.
- slowly along the time, that is slowly heated.
is the first time and then go out together.
tried finished after about three or four days the way, I was wondering when you people eat it, he sent information to, and perhaps the content is that person, make friends, While I was back: Then, as a grinning, said: the child. rice it.
then turn back, ah, SMS contact for about a week and then go out on weekends, and go to the stone museum. I really have not. To be honest, did not pay attention to his attire, and later he told me to wear that one to his attention the most is that I wear long blue earrings, when he said I'm really afraid and then blown to pull my ears hurt. Haha.
we go by bus, on the road roommate called and said his girlfriend birthday (as is) to let him go to the party, and then he turned down. In fact, if I want to say something you had never been seen before go, I'm fine. And then wondering where he is going, but he did not want to accompany others to see the meaning, the pleasant next to follow him. Forget the way said anything, anyway, to the place, has been looking for the location of the museum. Chat along the lines that things around him, the things around me. Although the first go out to play,UGGs, but it felt like old friends, naturally, seems to have been like that.
museum displays a variety of stones, those stones from the name alive and vivid. I'm feeling really is no such cell, ah, he was taking pictures with a cell phone, came out to see a book from the museum. A page turned over, and I said: Out to see the inscription on the wall, I feel good, then return to write the book drop that bigger way, and then sign, date, flat lips and then I said: more attractive than others. I said, you really will praise people, ah!
a rock beach outside the museum, where the stone easily pick and choose their own. I saw a cart of stone workers in the I said, so you see those stones to come, like construction sites in the shipment of the same, and really do not know is collection of early stone gone. He said, okay, we like to pick your favorite. Then two men excitedly picked a lot, all stuffed in his pocket, drums capsule capsule to go shopping and eat it all the way and finally back to school.
out from the stone museum, all the way to the sweet-scented osmanthus fragrance I smell intoxicated, and they were both talked a lot, then continue by bus. Ah, forgot to say, when to get off to the museum across the street, my people have always Datailielie, across the street often do not pay attention. That, as always, to cross the road, which he suddenly pulled back. Then said to me: Ah well. At that time the idea of evil to come out a little:
still early to go shopping, Lane Tao Tao, a lot of interesting gadgets, to discuss the two things really are creative. After I said that my family put a lot of fun to things. Shopping is very happy, and then to eat. Durkee basement PIZZA shop name I forget,UGG shoes, but the house of mango drink is pretty good. We ordered chicken wings, PIZZA, fruit salad, what I do not remember. Anyway, my impression of him eating the phase estimate is the deepest place. But that is my habit, uh. Then we chat, I said I was at home on their own to do some PIZZA, ah, ah, what a small snack. Then just add the one oven at home, holiday home, when making bread every day, ah ah, what PIZZA. I say let him try organic.
In fact, I will not now what can only use chopsticks to eat chicken wings clean, will not. I love chicken wings, ah, actually I do not eat is poor relative to what, so the feeling is very fragrant to eat ah.
tangled go, wait a minute back. . . .
Well, I finished knot back.
back from that to have text links, or occasionally to the cafeteria to eat a meal together, the set point when the head count saw each other and say hello.
and then on to the Mid-Autumn Festival.
school as usual, made a moon cake and apple, and the moon cake is always unpalatable. I asked him for apples, resulting in the fall of that year I had to do more in this life one apple a day, eat three or four. Asked his blessing ah, nothing to smooth to a few, then brought it to me. Then I sent him a text message: He said that the National Day holiday Mid-Autumn Festival, etc. I bring his family back to the other side of the moon cake. Okay. I admit, when I did not think he really looking for more than half of Luan City to buy a moon cake for me.
Mid-Autumn Festival and National Day that year, the holidays are put together, eight days, I went with my parents, Wuxi, Suzhou, he made the middle of the road with the information, to share the road thing.
parents to leave school that day, he also deliberately ran down to see (I later learned was deliberate, said before the person has been Went to the school gate, he said, the text comes:
and is happy holidays. I told my parents that day Mid-Autumn Festival in Wuxi. Night in a hotel linked to Q, transfer photos. I pass one by one, he read one by one and then comment. I was actually more than 200 log space is not the drop that he read the article. I said:
holiday back with an appointment at noon to eat a meal, and then saw him with two bags of moon cake to me, I say it is a long 20 years, I eat the most delicious moon cake, a person is not U.S. bad? Hehe, but really good to eat, cattle meat in the ah
then is to continue to lead an easy life with text messaging, text messages sent in that stage is the maximum period of time, right? He is. Flat light went away the past, I still wrote in his diary, Until October 13.
- unexpected confession, warm followed.
day two people have been sent messages to chat and say later on in life and the other half of the expectations. I said that family must come first, the other must honor their parents. He said that consent. Asked if I care too much about each other while ignoring the elders how to do it? I said that to remind each other, ah, we can not forget. He said, ah, more in line with my mind. I know what to say.
then chatted for a while,Bailey UGG boots, I probably remember the content.
- in fact, I think the first love and first kiss are particularly beautiful thing.
- that I love and first kiss second package does not send Hello?
- ((⊙ _ ⊙)?) do not, you still leave the other good girl now, or later regret the.
- ... ...
- how you? Nothing in it?
- What it was refused, what can I say ah.
- ... ... ah? Are you serious? Are you sure?
- yes ah.
- uh, no, that, I think, no confidence. You know, now a junior, and love is not simply to talk like ... ...
- ah, I know ah.
- but you do not go home after it? I certainly do not go back, probably to stay in Nanjing, or separately when the time is not it? I'm not sure.
- it time to say ah.
- I'm really not sure, but you know I just did not take long lost love, ah, if we let people around you know if I talk about influence is not very good. So, uh. If we are talking about, I do not want to let people know, do you mind it? - I do not mind.
- good.
then,
finished these words, zero has passed. My impression is more than two points, said he was not excited I could not sleep, he laughs and drops said nothing. Then he said you promised me Oh! Hey, my girlfriend. I said ah, I promise, you sleep fast!
is not clear, how agreed. Perhaps because the first impression? Hey, do not know, nor to investigate the.
confession the next day life is as usual, and we all on each of the classes, all to eat the rice, and occasionally go to the next nine to improve cafeteria food to me.
then also for a week, concealed from the. Estimated to be I was too happy, bright smile every day, takes a flower-like flowers. Shane roommate kept asking me laugh. Officially open day is to play badminton team organization, and I participated. Then the process is very powerful opponents, I am ashamed of playing time in and sat on the ground. He looked at the third floor classroom window, sent me an instant message, said: ? He said he heard the sound of a distressed mind. He said something for me to give you not? Then call. I was there Hengji playfully, he said the evening we eat delicious Bubu, and do not know when roommates come around, and began to coercion, torture he sent, I surrender, then this message: know, I move, ready to White Rabbit Creamy Candy. you are not a XXX. Well, you would have guessed would be so, right. - - | |
Open later on the blatant, and to Rujiaosiqi, then good mood, he is also the status changed to all. And Queer, I fat, and he fed. = =
With him to not be lazy when fantasy does not eat, do not eat breakfast, to buy back, to the fourth floor, an egg cup of porridge a cake. Sometimes fast food lunch, and sometimes fried bread, because it is like to change. Night too. The weekend went to the canteen to nine copies of pickled fish, minced meat up eggs, holiday weekend, go out to eat tin foil chicken wings or something, I go out is to get rid of the habit of KFC.
Then he closed the whole, cough, because I will not speak out. Anyway, two days of what is still to send breakfast, lunch dinner, is still with me (he was afraid that I do not eat), then I envy, I said, I also would not Luanjiang complete rest so, looks like no one week, I had a fever for the whole break.
ah, there are a few things before that.
one is to go shopping. We buy lovers. Try on a pick. The boss was particularly pleased to say that you wear this really good! (I now think she is not for every pair of children's clothes are so to speak), and then look for our two new ten dollars. I gave them heart-shaped folded two of us were on the wallet. Out of the shop, he was very excited once hugged me and said:
there is his birthday. I am looking for 22 people to his place at the zero day before the blessing of the message, and then the last time that I made, I said, the day before you are 23 years old I can not participate and has passed by, and from now every day I are with you, around you, traveled with the happiness of every corner of the hand through the years of the cycle. That night his birthday dinner with you a lot of people, he said it was his first birthday together with so many people, very happy. I said your future will be very happy birthday every drop! Because I am in it. He said, thank you treasure. He told me treasure, also really spoil me.
another thing is that we love after the first date. But some people invited us to go to KTV to sing. Shirk can not afford to go then. Air conditioning blowing a bit cold, he took off his shirt to give me to wear, and then he said you look just fine wearing, then it becomes my shirt out. I also like men from then on the plaid shirt. The key is that I finally know that really can be an instant favorite of a person can reach its peak. He sings good to hear, especially nice. Michael Wong as clean and transparent sound like, it sounds super comfortable. Heard him sing, I have to stay away the whole person. Nice, hehe.
there is also the first time he kissed me, hee hee, sorry I say, but writes here. Ah. Angry because of what looks like a day, he explained and very bad, then it should be his desperate moment, it is hard to kiss me, uh, once again a blank mind, each dormitory, he sent me text messages, said: first love first kiss
second package has been sent, please check.
- received
- Customer Evaluation
- better than satisfactory.
- poor quality? Want to return it?
- Do not, under the next to improve the quality of
- good!
then, and then I have no way to angry, huh, huh. He can always find a way makes me happy, then I am very happy for nearly two weeks after a long time to think of it did not give my mom a call. Talk to him, he said, Well, I have not played a long time. I said to call back soon.
call home laughing and joking with my mom drops chatted for a while and then told my mom that I love, the man is fine, I'm especially good. Mom said no movement No wonder these days, ah, ah properly, not allowed to temper with others did little tricks, do not be capricious. I am dizzy. Then downstairs to find him. After that meeting I said I spoke with my mom, and he said I said with my family. Then two people to laugh off smiling all the time every moment, even a daze when they are laughing. Hee hee.
ah, turn back, that my entire break. In my reading about, and eventually break the all gorgeous. He said after the speech disorder are not allowed not allowed not allowed to get sick more than the whole off-N allowed, alas. I say you are ah. Then, still daily breakfast, lunch and dinner together with all. Do not want to burn one day to eat, he went to the canteen were hit rice, a seaweed bowl of soup, together with a big foam lunch boxes to take back. Call me and let me get out, and thus be hard to sit Kong students at the time. She came in said, laver egg soup I became a good meal. Then he said, so you must not get sick later and left me alone in the cafeteria to eat. Ah, good drop. Ha ha.
ah, all off before I afternoon practicum. Metalworking internship, to Nan Ligong. Sitting in the bus pulled over every day and then pull back. Two weeks off to do a small hammer, gave him. I say the final word (Yin, his surname), he flattered to get back to show off to the drop. The students came back told me that he said I took a photo to the mother of their past, the mother quickly replies: Ah, then came back two weeks training, he will place in the school bus stopped to pick me up, anyway, the car will be able to see him get a nickname quarters of people called him . He asked me, .
Kingland I remember going with him on top of new world of playing video games, he'll grab my doll. I said that this probability is too small, play on the line. I told him my home town where there was a video game, grasping baby doll caught the machine as follows (side gestures his mouth): Move → release → decrease → increase → → step move back into place. I'm depressed ah. He was laughing. He said there will not. Then we try a little, is not so obvious release further increased, but did not tight grasp what, then he said to buy you a day to go, we are not caught.
also last year's Christmas party. Only if we engage in team and their team party. Then I ran out to see their party among the party, and then run back with the team jumping blind people dancing, in fact, I will not, but we all twisted together in twisting it chanting, and then be twisted one way or another the table, A look back to see him at the door, and quickly jump to rush out the door, and saw where he was lucky. I asked why she ran up? Then he took out from behind a pink rose to me, asked me: you like it? Like. He hugged me and said, you just dance it looked so good. Then I struggled in that time you watch Who Who do you read? Ignore ignore! ! Doing just fine, he said ignored? That is you, ah, the other side of you, I like. Well, I once again Meipi Qi was. (Next time do not let him to see ~!!)
A weekend before Christmas, we go shopping, and then separate the two people said, and then buy gifts. Then place in a round. I went to buy him Leddy ah, what to do with bearing the motorcycle model, and I remember him saying something like this was. And packaging. He bought me nothing I did not tell him of course. Then we exchange gifts on Christmas Day, he liked to be expected. Hehe. He gave me very simple, but very meaningful. When people get to eat KFC's little box is full of little daisy, and then put the two hairpins. Gerbera daisy, also known as sunflower on behalf of his parables (Hui Kwai What to me, ha ha), hairpin represent me. The beginning because of his concern me because I was the only team the girl who always hairpin clip, and the kind of color and relatively light, uh. This is said to represent us together. Results are defined as roommates made me my meaning. Khan da da. Then he said, this explanation is also good, but he did not expect. .
After Christmas is not long a New Year's Day. We are on the 1st morning fitness run, and then ran out to play. He suddenly out of a gift bag, I stupidly, he said New Year's Day gift, I say that this is also a gift? Tam is open to see a carpenter's comb mirror set. Once, when we go shopping like I said, but forget I said do not buy, he said, ah, too expensive. Then we walked away. Ah did not think he actually bought when the New Year's gift. When I asked him to buy, he said, along with Christmas gifts to buy. Loss for words. But I am not prepared to present to him. I think, so next time.
after New Year's Day is a normal easy life, and I told him to go shopping, take the subway, at the entrance of the place is called a surging crowd. I opened the shoelaces, but it is too lazy to line and went on it was that he was at in that. Then he squatted down to my shoes. I am the face ah, suddenly to red, he also side lines says: the plain-clothes are washed, I said why do not you wash the clothes and brought it to me. He refused, saying that either all of the wash, or showed him all the washing. So people are used to. He gave me a wash no clothes after I washed my casual basically a. I remember there are times he washed the clothes, I did set himself took the photos I see it, then think he is so cute, huh.
event I call the shots there, he said, little things that he call the shots. Then the contents of every meal to me to think of. I said to eat are not big, why I decided, I hate to noon, and night to the cafeteria to eat anything, and totally did not mind. Big meal, he said, ah, ah do not eat will be hungry, hungry, no effort, no effort can not live on, you say is not big ah. = = | | He has a lot of sort of logic.
He has a white wool jacket, winter wear very warm, but it looks like a big white bear. I sometimes say:
I like him holding me happy when sad all the time, especially the feeling of peace of mind. I also like his ears touched. Sometimes just standing there hugging, he touched my ears, I am very easy to sleepy. Then he will say that I love to sleep on comfortable point, after a certain point to give me a comfortable nest.
then is winter break. Winter vacation for a week was 100 days with us, how have I said ah, he said, play games with us, and I said yes. To play that Two people in the game, is the perfect couple is very god, Oh. 100 days, his inner tube in the game I look at the scenery, there are beautiful moon, lake, fireworks, hot air balloon, a pendulum shaped flowers. Written on the balloon, Although it is virtual, but also very happy, after all, two people in two places before, so very good.
holidays when I video chat with him every day, my mother said, his voice nicely. I said I think so too.
he told me that it or he sleeping pills, sleep wake up to the last semester, and then to see me again. I say he is stupid. Spring Festival, when there
Tigers to perform on stage, I am very excited, and then turned around and there video black, and I asked him how he Bu Zhisheng friends, well, he was jealous. Alas. Coax for ages. Fortunately, Jay and I said that last Spring Festival, he does not know me, hee hee.
happy that everything came back after being reduced in the winter a lot.
reason is that he is sick. Heavy.
I go back to Nanjing, I live in military hospitals. I went to him when I did not know he was sick. In the stairwell when he hugged me and said: I rely on his shoulder,bailey UGG boots, I do not know what to say, I say hello I waited up. He said let me ease. He said: February 6, he said, that is, before the Spring Festival.
that stage almost every day crying. Xiangqilaijiu will be very sad. When the class can not go out, have to wait over the weekend, I squeeze the first bus to the hospital to see him return to school with him one night. Because he was sick, so his parents met in advance. I was very nervous before meeting, but met with nothing after the fact also, and his parents are very nice person, but knew his father ten years older than my dad I was shocked a bit. Once you want to see him, with the Ministry of Information said what to write, took leave of absence and then went to the hospital.
again later to find his family who wanted him to go to Beijing for better treatment, and of course let him gone, of course, the more timely and better treatment, better treatment why do not it. I am willing to.
and then is gone. After the holiday had never been seen. Those days really tough, I have forgotten how the over, perhaps forgotten, perhaps I do not want to remember.
his last semester in Nanjing a few holidays twice, the last time with the students went to his home. The time to meet little over 200 days, over half a year mark, after my birthday, and some at his side, and some are not. A few days before my birthday is May, when he came to Nanjing, as if that time does not go to Beijing. What state are quite good, also do not see it as a sick way, he bought me a pig rabbit, I take the name of Yin rabbit. He sometimes will send MMS pictures, I saw him get fat, hair fall out, and long out, and then lost, and we send information, he said Beijing's food is not good, he said, patients in the ward how they will happen, said head nurse said that he looks small, dislike some nurses need to over, say good boring sterile barn that do Guchuan and lumbar puncture too much time to lie uncomfortable, he said the disease improved a lot.
We'll call the information will be issued will talk QQ, to then get through the junior half of the semester, mutual support and encouragement.
I remember once again, barely sad to holding the phone in tears and he listened to the other side, as if he was crying. That was last semester, his first big chemotherapy, is similar to the tumor cells in bone marrow transplant therapy, I really do not so brave and strong, but come this far, I have no choice. I worry, I fear, there are those that take into account the results, all in all, we all thought, and talked together, but we believe that the best results.
his father told him, you have to be responsible for their own bodies, that is responsible for Xiaohui children.
his mother told him about his illness, about me, and our future.
sometimes want more, will be caught in endless trouble. Sadness, fear will fill full. Then he would stand next to me told me that, all right, then I will be very reassuring. He is such, whenever the feeling gave me the most peace of mind.
to do his first treatment on June 30, he said it was his birth day. I will remember, and I hope he really this slow recovery.
I will wait, but also so affordable.
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